what I love about our story :D

How I love our long nights on the phone
How I love it because now I'm not feeling so alone
How I love the glitter in your gorgeous lovely brown eyes
How I love those long goodbyes
How I love hearing your precious voice and laughter
How I love the way you whispering I love you when you're with me
How I love your pure heart
How I love your honesty
How I love your silly laugh when somethings not funny happen
How I love your silly act when I tickle you
How I love the way you make me smile again after my tears
How I love the way our hands together fitting
How I love your loving warm embrace
How I love the way you telling me about your games, days, books and of course your activities and home
How I love the way you praise me when I cook something that taste good or not
How I love the way you nod your head when I nag you so I'll stop nagging you
How I love your weird noise when you're playing games
How I love to watch you playing basketball
How I love to watch you focusing on your book when you're confuse with the question
How I love way you telling me goodnight in a thousand different ways
How I love way you call me 'baby' and act cute to me when I'm mad at you
How I love fact that you're still smiling even when I'm mad at you
How I love way you wipe my tears and hug me when I cried
How I love your silly act and jokes that can makes my day brighter
but, the most important thing is...
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How I love the way you love me :)
#ciah ini sih copas lagunya Boyzone :P

I love you so much my dear, P.E.F. :D

Poem :D

There was something special about you

When I saw you in the crowd

And I instantly fall in love...

I never knew love could be so pure

I never realized it would feel so sure

You came along with your heart in your hand

You saw something in me that no one else could see

You share all your hopes and dreams

And together we make a really good team

And I began to pray if this only could be...

Thank you for coming into my life, I don't know how to be

Thank you for just letting me be me

Thank you for your patients

Thank you for your trust

Thank you for the miracles...

I love you so...

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all credits belongs to my sister who create this wonderful poem.. just want to share it because I loove it soo much :DD

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anyway, this is belong to my beloved BF.

dear, PEF...

aku sayang padamu, sayangku ♥ :)

I'm Going Crazy!

Okaayyy... aku gila. aku bener bener ngerasa gila dengan semuanya. Aku masih mau main-main, tapi jelas udah gabisa, aku punya responsibility sebagai pelajar sekaligus responsibility di pekerjaanku dan tentu aja responsibility sebagai anak terakhir di keluarga yang harus jagain kakak. (fyi, she's pregnant now.. can't for the baby! :D)
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aku hampir gapernah bisa ngeblog. Liburan kemaren emang ke Jakarta, tapi endingnya juga ga ngapa-ngapain. cuma jagain Thea doang..

walopun sempet juga ke mall, itupun cuma buat makan doang...
ealah, uripku kok ngenes tenan... *ada yang butuh translate dari kalimat ini?? :P*

tugas menggunung, pressure dari mom and dad, pressure dari sekolah, pressure dari lingkungan. hidupku bener-bener penuh pressure. d*mn, I have my limit to~

baiklah, aku emang ababil. --'

The New Me??? I Hope So...

Oke, emang aku yang bikin judulnya, tapi entang ngapa aku ngerasa ngeri sendiri sama tuh judul. Kesannya kayak abis cuci otak ato semacemnya gitu buat jadi pribadi yang baru. I mean, bener-bener baru. yang masih polos tingkat tinggi kaya Thea yang baru ngerti nangis sama tengkurep doang (fyi, Thea itu keponakanku yang baru 3 bulan en demi DJ imut tingkat tinggi).

oke, abaikan yang atas ini.

kenapa aku milih posting ini? simple aja, kita semua butuh yang namanya perubahan yang baru untuk menjadi pribadi yang lebih baik. termasuk aku.

Di kelas XI ini, aku mau fokus sekolah, kurangin main, disiplin part-time, and tentu aja perbaiki diri. harus mulai rajin macem-macem. masak, nyuci, sampe beres-beres rumah. selain masak, jujur aja aku nyaris gapernah nyuci atopun beres-beres rumah karena dulu ada Mama. sekarang? selamat datang ke kehidupan anak kost. dan tentu aja belajar tetep jadi prioritas utama. mungkin emang awalnya jadi nyebelin dan jurga boring abis. but, hey, no pain no gain, rite?

dan semoga aja pilihanku enggak salah. aku bisa maju en dapet future yang jauh lebih baik dari apa yang aku bayangkan sekarang (well, sebenernya aku pengen banget kerja di bagian broadcasting. semoga aja bisa lebih dari itu :D)

wish me luck guys! :DD